rainbow after the rain

first day of the week is not that good. started with a chaotic meeting of two out of three meetings. i was really stressed as i ended my second meeting. daming problema. first, unmatched signature of guarantors sa loan proposal. second, unorganized flow of center meeting. third, unbalanced total of center collection. fourth, follow up payment of unpaid member and last, YUNG TUMAKAS NA MEMBER that has a great impact on my performance. i was really upset when i saw the word PASTDUE on my collection sheet. eversince, i haven't encountered this situation, ngayon lang!!!kakainis.. i was asking for help sa aming Regional head na gamitin yung center resolution para sa mga tumakas na member, pero she never gave me a chance. well, it was a challenged to me na hanapin yung member. pero saan?????????????????????????.... for the whole week, i was searching anywhere, asking help sa mga members, pero wala.. until last saturday, center chief gauzon, declared her as MISSING.. kaya, mas namomroblema ako... huhuhuhu.. pero sabi nga ng friend ko,, VALEDICTORIAN namin nung high school, "NEVER SAY DIE".

this afternoon, just this afternoon, i went to their area to gather more information about her new address. fortunately, i had her address on my hands.. pero di ko pa talaga alam kung saan yun. para makasiguro, humingi na nman ako ng tulong sa aking kasamahan sa ibang unit. tnx to Ms. GRACE ACA sa pagsama to locate her. kaya yun, kahit pinahirapan ako ng member kong ito,, S-M-I-L-E parin.. plastik na kung plastik... hehehe.. kawawa rin naman kasi sya.. basta, as of the moment, i'm done with these kigwah problems.....

the other side of me

people would probably say that i am the most down to earth and humble person on earth. i heard them say that i'm cool and fun to be with. we'll that's the lighter side of me.. i tried to maintain it to somehow gain and win more friends. for i believe that we need friends to survive in this cruel world. we have to be versatile in any ways. and i couldn't consider it as "kaplastikan", perhaps it's "pakikibagay".

the other side of me,, the "worst" part of me,, we'll only my family and closest friends of mine had seen it. they are the only persons whom i owe a lot for accepting the worst part of my personality (Moody). i considered them special for i am comfortable to show the real "ME" when i'm with them. people whom i considered as special are (of course) family, bestfriend sha,matettay, panabo angels (liza, jen, lad, cindy,) and miming. only these people, so far, and as far as my mind could remember, are special to me.. hehehe.. baka madagdagan pa..