huh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sa wakas tapos na ang aming training... sayang nga lang kasi sarap ng pagkain nila dun.. heheheh... and it's time to face the truth.. who are in,, and who are out!! huhuhu.. out of 22 hopefulls,, 20 nalang yung naiwang survivors. and out of 20, 10 lang muna ang papasok for the first batch ng account officers.. grrrrrrr... ayos rin lang nman sa amin kasi may aasikasuhin pa kami this december.. pero sayang rin yung bonus na matatanggap dis month, kung may bonus nga naman.. hehehehe... nung hinati na akmi sa dalawang grupo,, alam na namin kung sinong grupo ang papasok... nung sinabi na ni sir Christian na yung group one ang babalik sa monday para sa work,, medyo may panghihinyang at may kasiyahan ring nadarama... yun na....

ang di namin lam,, pshywar lang pala yun.. he just tested us kung ano yung magiging reaction namin.. nang sinabi nya sa aming grupo na handa na ba raw kaming mag recite ng "pangako ng kawani" dis monday,, hindi pa nmin alam kung anong ibig sabihin nya. tapos sinabi nyang magsisimula na rin kami dis monday,,, nagtatawanan kami kasi akala nmin eh joke lang nya yun... so sabi namin januiary nlang kasi mag babakasyon pa kami.. sabi nman nya,, hindi.. kasi kasama kayo sa payroll dis month.... shocked kaming lahat.. walang umimik for few seconds.. tapos sabay sigawan... sya namin.... hehhehe.. sana okay yung result ng aming magiging work... sana ma enjoy namin ang nature ng work.. hehehe

P. S.. kanina pala habang papauwi na kami... nadaanan nmin yung staff house.. andun na namn yung AO at Unit manager.. kainis.. nagtawanan na namn.. eh kami namn kasi magiging boss na namin,, eh nagpaka plastic na rin kami.. kainis talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another mistake?

i don't think i made the right decision. kanina, we had an activity related to our personal concerns. perhaps, it was another way of introducing ourselves to our fellow trainees. so what happened was, i shared to them what was bothering me few days ago. one of my groupmates said that one of the account officers of this establishments shared that only 20 applicants will be accepted for the training. they were surprised because i was included on their shortlist since during the panel interview eh bagsak na daw ako.. in short hindi dapat ako kasali.. they thought, since kakilala namin yung branch manager, i was accepted because of her. ako namn, i hate the idea that because of her eh nakapasok ako.. i just want to get a job na pinaghirapan ko naman. kasi unfair din sa iba naming kasama na nakapasok na walang kakilala sa loob.

yun na,, pagpasok ko palang sa establishment na yun, nakita ko yung isang account officer at unit head nag uusap tapos nakatingin sa akin sabay tawa.. without a second thought, i made a conclusion kung bakit sila tumatawa.. it's because of my deformity... sanay na ako sa ganun, kaya binaliwala ko nalang.. pagkain namin ng lunch, andun na anman cla, nakatingin sabay tawa.. for the second time, i ignored them.

siguro they rejected my application because concern lang sila sa akin. the nature of this work kasi is more on field. so dealing with people and everything. but then, i was just insulted sa kanilang gestures na tumatawa habang nakatingin sa akiin.. kainis!!!!!

kaya kanina, i shared it to the group. at first i was hesitant to tell it kasi baka magkaroon ng conflict. but they gave me an assurance na hndi makakalabas at walang ibang makakaalam kundi kami-kami lang. but i just don't know what could be the impact of this revelation of mine.. for as long as God is in my side,,,, He will never leave me, nor forsake me... heehhehehe.. Praise God!!!!!!!!!!

what should i do?

naiinis ako sa kanya kasi sabi nya inggit daw ako kapag may bago silang gamit na binili.. hindi ko alam kung bakit nya naisip yun.. eh kapag may bago nman sila, pinapakita nila sa amin.. eh kami nman,, ma amaze kasi may bago silang gamit o kung ano man yun.. it's another way of saying na masaya ka for them. tapos sasabihin nyang inggit ako.. hindi ah.. baka sya.. kasi pag may bago kaming gamit,,, mag rereport sya sa kanyang _________________.. sasabihin nya ang detalye.. bakit pa magrereport? anong gagawin nila kapag nalaman nilang may bagong bili kami ng ganito o ng ganya... i just don't know how to deal with this paranoid person... sya naman tong nagmumukhang inggit eh kasi pag may kakilalang mayayaman,, ___ wants to be like them... gusto nyang maging kagaya rin nila.. tapos ayaw nyang malaman ng kanyang mga kaibigan na sometimes nag struggle rin xa financially.. utang ng utang just to cope up with the situation.. eh ang labas trying hard.. sana habaan pa ni Lord ang aking pasensya.. hehehehehe

I hate it!!!!

hate na naman? hehehe.. parang lahat ng posts ko dito eh puro nlang reklamo ah... hmmmm,, kasi yesterday,, when i was eating my lunch sa aming bahay,, dalawa lang kasi kami ng pinsan ko that time.. when i was enjoying every food na chenuchew ko while having a conversation with her,, bigla nalang xang sumigaw at nagtatalon.. Sabi nya,, "Kuya may ahas sa likod mo!"... eh,, ako rin na may phobia sa ahas,, nag panic na rin.. Tiningnan ko ng mabuti,, ahas nga... eversince hindi pa ako nakahawak ng ahas, buhay man o patay.. at wala rin akong balak na hawakan yun.. hehehehhe.. Nagkakaroon ako ng goosebumps sa tuwing makakakita ako ng ahas.. ehhhhhhwwhwwwwwhhw... hindi naman kalakihan yung ahas. kaya lang,, ayoko ko talaga sa mga ahas,, ok lang sa yung sa TV,, pero in reality,, wag nalang.. kumuha nalang ako ng stick para palabasin yun sa bahay.. yoko ko ring patayin yun kasi kawawa rin naman.. eh baby pa yun.. hehehe.. halos hawig ng kulay dyan sa picture pero baby palang..

tapos kanina,, habang papunta kami a training center,, naiwala ko yun hanky ko.. cguro naiwan ko yun sa McDo.. hindi kasi ako comfortable kung wala yun eh.. isa yun sa hindi dapat mawala sa aking bag eh.. Kainis!!!!! kainis!!!!! kainis!!!!!

eto pang isa,, nang good time yung classmate ko sa college, i won't go into details kasi maxadong mahaba.. hehehhe.. inaantok pa kasi ako nun tapos ako ang napag tripan.. thru text, nagpanggap xang c ate jinky banagua. basta di nyo xa kilala pero kilala ko xa. hehehe.. tapos yun,, yun yun kaya hangang ngayon tuloy tuloy tuloy,, hwag kang bibitiw bigla.. huwag kang bibitiw bigla hahahah.. higpitan lang ang kapit maglalayag patungong langit.. hehhehe.... kakatamad palang magkwento thru typing.. okay sana kng kaharap ko lang kayo.. hehehehe...

Money: Good or Bad?

What comes into your mind when you hear the magic word "money
"? Few weeks ago, during our fellowship, our topic was WAYS TO FINANCIAL FREEDOM. As an introduction, Kuya Rod, our speaker asked this question: DO YOU WANT TO BE RICH? Almost all of us said YES except Bernie. His reason was, he doesn't want to be manipulated by his wealth, like what happened to his relative somewhere here in Davao. But eventually he changed his answer when he heard our reasons of becoming rich. Second question that was given to us, HOW DO YOU SEE MONEY? A lot of ideas were given. But this one really caught our attention. This idea was given by John, from San Pedro College (SPC). According to him, money is like a vacuum. Yung bang vacuum cleaner. Kasi daw pag wala kang pera, or when you are in need of it, para ka raw hihigupin nito para magkapera ka. At kung may pera ka na, hihigupin ka na naman nito kung saan mo igagasta. ( HHHHHmmmm.. Ito ba yung explanation mo John?) Halos same lang yung sagot namin. Money is an instrument. And it's up to you on how will you use it. We can never say that money is from Satan. Or money is the root of all evils. Since money can save life. It can buy our necessities and ect,for our survival. Money itself is a gift from God. And it depends on how we spend it.

Another definition of money according to Kuya Rod. Money is a great magnifier. It magnifies your intentions whether good or bad, if you have money. If your intention is good, it magnifies your goodness. Same as bad intention. Diba astig?!!!

medyo ok na ako......

weeeeeeeeeeee.... medyo may boses na ako.. in relation to my dilemma yesterday,, kaya pala wala ako sa mood kasi,, paus ako.. wala akong boses.. xenxa na kasi kagagaling ko lang sa concert ni BEYONCE.. ayaw ko sanang pumunta kaso nakakahiya eh.. nakakahiyang tanggihan ang kanyang invitation.. may part kasi ako dun.. TAgasigaw ako ng kanyang pangalan.. hehehehe.. kaya yun walana akong boses.. hehehe.. Problema nga eh pag may bibilhin ako... nakakahiya kasi hindi ka maxadong nakakapagsalita..minsan mamisheard kapa nila iba ung ibigay sayo.. hehehehe.. kanina nga sa jeep,, may sukli pa sana ako kaya lang di ko na kinuha.. maingay pa nman ang jeep kasi may sounds... "uso-uso" kasi.. kaya di ko nalang kinuha... sayang yun kasi pamasahe kopa pauwi ang sukli nun.. tsk tsk tsk... heheehehe.. dapat kasi exact amount yung binigay ko..... hehheheheh... hayyyyyy...next tym... heheheeh

Ang Lungkot ko 2day!!!! :(

wala ako sa mood ngayon.. ewan ko bah parang ang tamlay ko ngayon.. hmmmmm... kulang cguro sa ugay.. hehehehe.. wala na kasi akong exercise eh kaya feeling ko ang bigat ng katawan ko.. medyo tumaba na rin kasi ako ng kunti.. (mmmmm may improvement na.. heheheh).. dapat kasi nakauwi na ako sa amin ngayon.. kaso lang ang daming gawain pa pala. kailangang palitan ang nasirang bulb sa sala, mag papa duplicate pa ng susi at kunin yung damit na ipinaayos sa tailoring.. hahhahahahaahyyyyyyyyy...... buti nalang may wowowee.. hehehehe..... ay just wanna share ung latest book na binabasa ko ngayon.. pinahiram ng isang mabuti at medyo pamati na friend according sa kanya.. hehehe.. "Fifth Mountain" written by Paulo Coehlo.. Yung sumulat ng The Alchemist.. ang ganda ng story.. medyo related xa sa bible. kasi ung main character dito ay si Elijah.. ung prophet.... part 2 palang ako pero ang ganda.. pero so far,, The Alchemist ung da best.. superr... exciting basahin eh.. heheh.. ganda ng twist ng story..... sa susunod ulet ha... tagal ko ring di nakapagpst ehh...