i am not that so lucky when it comes to contest

yes it is really true.. i don't really know why.. when i was a kid, i used to join in any kind of contest. local or national contest.. hmm,, just to clear things up,, contest that has something to do with luck,,,, hahahah.. ( not an intellectual contest)... i used to drop my entries in a box and wait for the draw dates... and guess what.... i ended up with nothing.. hehehe.. when i reached high school and college years,, i was still hoping that my name will be called in a raffle contest during intramurals and hoping to bag a cellphone or a rice cooker.. but even a consolation prize,, still didn't work.. heeehehee.. is there a formula for this? when is that time that i need to shout out loud for joy because my name or entry is called? hmmmm.... "just your luck".. hahaahahah

lucky or not?

just noticed this following weeks... i was accompanied by our big bosses in CARD BANK during my center meeting. i don't know whether it's a complement or not... hmm.. first, i was with my former Area Manager and newly appoint Area Manager in one of my centers. I was not comfortable that time for the reason that, it was my first meeting with my new members.. amm by the way, that center was just a turned over center from zsalyn.. so, expect the unexpected.. ahahhah.. okay, back to the topic,, so then, i wasn't comfortable with the members though some of them were familiar.. i admit,, it was not okay.. i mean the flow of meeting was a bit confusing. and it was a bad sign knowing that two Area managers were there to observe my performance.. toooooo badddd.... and the latest was my center meeting with CARNATION CENTER.. hmmmm,, i thought it was okay,, di pala.. one of the ledgers was not updated.. and by this time, i was with company's Regional MAnager...huhuhu.. paano na 'to..? hmmm... bawi nalang ako next time.. and im proud to say, i learned a lot from my mistakes... hehehhehe..